Late Night Blogging/Recap of My Week

   This week has been so ughhh. I've been sick all week so literally all I've done after class is come home and sleep. I feel fine during the day, but once I get home, I feel like crap and I just lay on the couch and sleep for the rest of the day until someone wakes me up to tell me to go to bed. I've done almost no homework or studying this whole week. I had to write my whole essay today and I hope it sounds okay, but it's hard to write a descriptive essay about online shopping without turning it into a research paper. I'm sitting in bed right now writing this blog post after I finished icing my wrists. I'm so bored and don't feel like sleeping but it's frickin almost 4 am. BUT ANYWAYS
   There was this one day this week (I can't remember which day it was) where I drank about 8 or 9 bottles of water and it made me so uncomfortable. With all the sleeping, I haven't had time to eat properly so I lost about 4 pounds, which is a problem because I have to stay over my minimum or my training sergeant will say something about it. All the people training with me are worried about staying under their maximum requirements and I'm here like "TEACH ME HOW TO GAIN WEIGHT." My minimum requirement is either 100 or 104 pounds, I'm not sure which one because I'm between 61 and 62 inches tall. When I went to MEPS in April, I had to eat more the night before to gain weight. Even then, I was only 98 pounds, but they didn't say anything. Now, 5 months later, I just barely hit 105, but being sick brought me back down so now I'm mad :( I don't even want to gain weight though. Being over 100 pounds bothers me for some reason. Like...just seeing that number mentally pains me and I just- no.
   But yeah so anyways...I don't actually remember what I did this week. I know that on Thursday I came home after my first class and sat in the dining room drinking a bowl of soup before leaving for my next class. That was fun, I guess.
   Okay I'm starting to get really boring and losing inspiration AND motivation so I'll just go to bed now-